Wow – what a busy week it’s been. It was my first Holy Week as a pastor and I can now officially say that the rumors are true: it’s a crazy week in the life of a pastor!!!
But, you know what? It was such a blessing. I had so much fun!
On Tuesday I had the opportunity to go to Starbucks with the president of our Classis. In all honesty, he was the complete opposite of the leaders I saw while growing up in the Reformed Church. He was down-to-earth; He didn’t use big words when he talked; and he seemed genuinely concerned about my heart and how things were going in (first) my own life and (then) our ministry at Fairfield.
On Wednesday I spent the day thinking about and brainstorming for Sunday’s sermon. As you’ll remember, it was the story of Peter’s encounter with the Resurrected Jesus (told from Peter’s point of view). I found it very inspiring to re-read Peter’s story through the eyes of Peter …
What was he thinking?
What was he feeling?
Why might he have done the things he did?
… It provided me with a fresh understanding of Jesus and how He reached out to Peter after his denials. In turn, it showed me how Jesus longs to reach out to each of us … today.
Then on Thursday we had our Maundy Thursday service. I was so excited to see people’s reaction and provide our congregation with an opportunity to come, put all of life aside, and just sit quietly in the presence of Jesus. From what I hear, it was a lot different from what people are used to. We met in Fellowship Hall, dimmed the lights, and spent the hour reflecting on the events of that dreadful Thursday night.
For myself, it was a powerful evening. I’ve been struggling for a while with a wall in my life and I was so thankful that God gave me the opportunity to bring that wall to the cross and leave it there.
Friday was our regular morning Bible study. Afterwards I went with Wilma to visit Eleanore Myers. We brought her an Easter basket and then made arrangements to bring her to church on Sunday. I love Eleanore so much. My grandma was in the same assisted living facility (Sunrise Assisted Living) as she is. Since going there reminds me of my grandma, I think I connect with Eleanore because of that.
On Friday night I went with Dana to a Good Friday service at her church. Honestly, it was nice to be ministered to. Just to sit in a congregation, listen to a sermon, and take part in the service without having to do any leading – it was great and refreshing. I really needed it.
Saturday was a day of preparation – getting things set for Sunday, reviewing the sermon, and getting my haircut!
All of that to say – I feel like I found God in everything I did last week. In all of the preparation and in all of the busyness, God reached out to me and blessed me with a great knowledge of His presence.
As great as that sounds, I’ll be the first to admit: that’s not a feeling that I have all the time. I don’t always feel God’s presence and I don’t always feel like He’s an active part of the everyday events of life. But, I think it helps that (in the last few months) I’ve been intentionally looking for Him in the events of my day.
Intentionally looking for Him: do you do that?

Sometimes we say that we don’t “feel God” in our days. Or we say that we don’t “sense His presence” or “hear His voice.” I notice that I feel that way a lot when I’m not really looking for Him.
It’s almost as if we act like it’s God job to reveal Himself to us.
Well what if the opposite is true? What if it’s our job to be looking for Him? What if it’s our job to be aware of His love? Aware of the many ways He’s trying to reach out to us? Aware of the ways He’s trying to say, “I’m here – you’re not alone.” Constantly remembering His promises?
Try that this week. No matter what you do. No matter what the day brings your way – look for Him. Ask Him where He is, what He’s up to, and how He’s reaching out to you.
He’s there. He promises to be.
- Glenn











